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Saturday, February 12, 2005
WOW, I haven't updated this in a LONG LONG LONG time. Maybe I will...once I put up a new layout. :D
A LOT has happened.... I mean, A LOT, but why bother writing about that again? I wrote about it in my livejournal. I told myself before that I didn't want a livejournal, but I ended up having one and posting in it more than this one. And I had this since...when? FRESHMAN YEAR?!! yeah, maybe I should keep updating this from now and then. Just a rememberance of my whole high school life. I'll probably end up summarizing what has happened since I last wrote later. No one reads this anymore, I don't think, but updating this is really only for me.. for memories
<3 Maureen
p.s. WHAT THE FUCK IS WITH ALL THE SPAM COMMENTS I'm GETTING below? it's annoying!!!
...and she lived happily ever after @ 05:41 PM
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Thursday, August 12, 2004
ONE more day!! JUST one more day!!!....
of SUMMER SCHOOL! I'm so excited. ^^. Today was our presentation. It went alright. Kind of nervous, but oh well... =) Here it is ----
Watashi wa Wisconsin no Appleton de umare mashita. totemo kirei desu. watashi wa nana sai no toki de Las Vegas e hiikoshi mashita. Wisconsin wa las vegas yori samui desu. Watashi wa ongaku to eiga ga daisuki desu. watashi no suki na bando wa weezer desu. Watashi no suki na eiga wa Kill Bill desu. Omoshiroi kara desu. Watashi wa 2005 nen ni kookoo o sotsu shite UNLV de engineering o senkoo desu. sorekara, air force ni hairu suro deshou. sonoato, sekai o riyokou deshou
alright. yah. i'll translate it.... sometime.. i'm to lazy. so many distractions~
Anyway, uhh, well, i can't think anymore.. i'll just post that. yeah. okay.
stupid post i know. I write more in my livejournal
later days
~Maureen
...and she lived happily ever after @ 09:05 PM
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Sunday, August 1, 2004
Alright, today hasn't been the greatest day ever. I'm annoyed and upset. Gah, this sucks. Wow, this must be the worst week this summer except Friday wasn't so bad, because I got to see many a people at work ^_^ BUT I did have to work, so that sucked. A lot of things have been going on. Along with other things dissappointing me at the same time. It really sucks right now. I don't really know what to say anymore. I have nothing good to write about.
I do like this song though. Its perfect for my mood right now. Except, of course, the 'she' is changed to 'he'...... ^_^;
Somebody by Depeche Mode
I want somebody to share
Share the rest of my life
Share my innermost thoughts
Know my intimate details
Someone who値l stand by my side
And give me support
And in return
She値l get my support
She will listen to me
When I want to speak
About the world we live in
And life in general
Though my views may be wrong
They may even be perverted
She値l hear me out
And won稚 easily be converted
To my way of thinking
In fact she値l often disagree
But at the end of it all
She will understand me
Aaaahhhhh....
I want somebody who cares
For me passionately
With every thought and
With every breath
Someone who値l help me see things
In a different light
All the things I detest
I will almost like
I don稚 want to be tied
To anyone痴 strings
I知 carefully trying to steer clear of
Those things
But when I知 asleep
I want somebody
Who will put their arms around me
And kiss me tenderly
Though things like this
Make me sick
In a case like this
I値l get away with it
Aaaahhhhh....
...and she lived happily ever after @ 06:31 PM
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Monday, July 26, 2004
I'm so exhausted and maybe a little stressed but not to mention happy =)
My weekend was very cool. Except friday didn't start out so well considering i had a test in Japanese. Boo Hoo. After that, we went to my aunts house. I ate there.. and went online.. and chatted. I called in from work that friday too and I'm happy that I did because I got to spend the night with Rick and his cousin Butch. We saw Bourne Supremacy which was awesome not only because of Matt Damon but because the whole movie and concept and effects were very good! After the movies, we went to Borders. That was cool. I feel I really need to read more! Gah. After that we went to Chilles and that was really nice. We dropped Butch home and Rick dropped me off and yes =) I ended up staying up that whole night... I just couldn't sleep.
Then Saturday, I went to work. 930-6 supposedly. It was sooo boring in the morning. Damn. I think me not sleeping finally kicked in. I was happy nonetheless. I even sold stars! Yaffa was all suprised. ^.^ I got cashed out an hour early because Marc came in at 5pm. I like it when Carl cashes me out though... I always seem happier than with any other manager. Don't know why though. I remember when I got hired there... everyone warned us about Carl. I don't see him as scary. He's quite funny. Ha Ha. In my opinion, Yaffa is the one you should be worried about. Anyway, right before I got cashed out, my mom came in with my brand new Cellphone! (but got a new number). I was all excited cuz it's really cute and small. So, the first person I called was Rick because well, I had to tell him information about Sunday. Teehee! (me and my excuses)
Sunday was great ^_^ Since I finally have sundays off.... I got to go to Church. I haven't been to chuch since easter...EASTER! So I got to wear my cute strapless black dress. I felt a 'lil over dress though, but better to be overdressed than underdressed. After church we went to Olive Garden so Rick and my family can meet. hahaha. I felt a little nervous.. but I guess it was okay. I think lunch went well. Then we all went to see the house and how it is turning out. After that, Rick and I went to see Fahrenheit 9/11... just wow. What an enlightening, shocking, sad... YET funny movie. I will recommend that movie to everyone... unless your a big ignorant republican. Anyway, after that we went to Hills Park @ Summerlin. It was nice and it wasn't even that hot... not even in my black dress! I finally got to swing on the swings! I haven't done that in awhile so that was cool. Then, we went back to the movies and we saw Spider-Man 2. That movie was... meh. It didn't gave me a reaction like Fahrenheit 9/11.. in fact I was about fall asleep, but that was because of other reasons. It was just really comfortable. ;-) Anyway, that was a good day. And had tons of fun. <3
Monday/Today. I woke up a bit early today because I NEEDED to study for my Japanese Class. I'm so far behind. It's making me stressed out and worried. I'm almost about to give up in that class, but I can't let that happened. I just can't. I need to concentrate, stop being lazy, and stop getting distracted. Damn. I think I have a quiz tomorrow too. Grr. I liked Japanese 113 better. Anyway, After my Japanese class, I got home and get yelled at by my parents because of how my sisters and I acted at lunch yesterday. She said we embarrased her and she was hurt. Which isn't really want we did. But it's a long story. So I'll just leave it like that. After that... Rick, his friend James and I went offroading. How fun...'cept I got really gross and dirty.. especially my hair. I'm glad I brought a hairtie. We went Hiking for a bit I felt twice on my ASS. I'll have two huge bruises on my ass then we went to...Del Taco... Borders...Mall and Home. And I'm exhausted but the adventure was a blast! ^_^ and now I'm going to take a shower.
All in all, although I am very exhausted and stressed.... I'm still very happy! <33
=D Later Days
...and she lived happily ever after @ 10:25 PM
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Saturday, July 24, 2004
Post anything that you want about me but post it anonymously. Post anything: a secret, a confession, a fear, a love, your opinion about me...anything, but be sure to post anonymously and honestly. Then put this in your own blog so you can see what others have to say to you.
...and she lived happily ever after @ 12:32 AM
[15 boogers picked]
Thursday, July 22, 2004
Summer is going by too fast. It's almost a month left til school starts again and the last two months went by very quickly. Hopefully the next month will go by verrryy slow.. even though there is still a lot to do *wink*
These Japanese classes are getting to me. I need to start doing the work and studying. (dammit, maureen! don't slack off!!!!) I will do that right after this post before the review for my dreadful test tomorrow and after work tonight AND before class tomorrow. Then I can relax for a weekend. <333 I'm so excited. hehee. I love weekends except when I have to work .... especially when it's extremely busy for 3 hours straight and I encounter people who I am uncomfortable with. *shudder* Or worse, I have a 40 minute break WITH people who I am uncomfortable with. *tear* Sucky. Oh well.... tonight is gonna be slow, I know it. AND thank the lord I am not with George.. so talkative.. man, I thought I was talkative (no way!) tonight i'll be with Judith and Chenay I think.. I THINK! But tomorrow, I don't know. I CAN'T WAIT TO SEE THE BOURNE SURPEMACY!! though.... hopefully i'll get to see that sunday now that i'm off on sundays!!! ^_^ I HAVE to start looking for another job... i'm so lazy to look for one.. at this point anywhere is better. Seriously. Even though I'll miss some of the people there.
Anyway, I am currently into Accidentally in Love by Counting Crows. Why? I don't have a clue. It's not the greatest song ever, but I guess I enjoy it because it makes me happy :) I'm also WAY into these Road Trip-like (kind of) songs:
The Replacements - Bastards of Young
The Replacements - I'll Be You
The Runaways - School Days
Cheap Trick - Surrender
....and many more.. heheh <333
I can't wait til summer school is over. I can FINALLY relax for THREE whole weeks! ahh! Friday the 13th.. I can't wait! Last day of summer school! <333 That reminds me... I thought it was Monsoon Season!?!?? Last year, I remember it rained a lot in July.. what happened? Hmm..>.<
Okay that's all. Later Days!
~Maureen
p.s. sumimasen for the stupid post!
...and she lived happily ever after @ 09:51 AM
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Sunday, July 18, 2004
Work hasn't been so bad lately. I'm suprised. Lately, I've been getting off work happy! ^_^ Of course there are those occasional annoyances with customers... but what job doesn't have that? So whatever I guess. Although, I STILL find it extremely annoying when they just don't tell me the movie OR when THIS happenes (which is every single day... more than once):
Me: Hi! How may I help you?
Customer: 2 adults, 2 seniors, and 1 child
Me: .......... what movie?
Customer: What? *puts ear against the bars*
Me: WHAT movie?
Customer: ohhh hahaha.. I guess I'm supposed to tell you that.
me:......
Customer: I,robot.
me: K, I, Robot at 430?
Customer: No, the one at 4
me: That one is pretty packed, you might have to sit in front.
Customer: what? *puts ear agains the bars*
me: The movie is PACKED you might have to sit in the front or not together at all.
Customer: so whats the next time?
me: 430
Customer: K, I'll take that one.. and when do they start seating?
me: It depends if the theatre's ready but usually 15-30min before the movie
Customer:okay
Me: so 2 adults, 2 seniors, and 1 child?
Customer: yes
me: 27.75
Customer: What?
me: 27.75
Customer: 27.75? Wow, I remember when the movies were 4 bucks. (grr, I get that so much especially when i work nights... I mean you KNOW it's gonna be expensive so why do you fucking go and then complain?? stupid fucktards) *searches through purse... finds money, gives me money, then she says she has the Regal Crown Club card, so with her stack of 50 cards.. she doesn't find it.. she takes out all her receipts and coins... and finally finds it. I give her the points.. then she continually askes how money points for this and how many points for that.. then the get sooo cheap that they complain about the points system because they want SMALL POPCORN so goddamn badly. So I call the manager.. they tell them what I just told them.. and they're all fine.* and that is my day at the theatres dealing with customers
ANYWAY!
Well, I been having some weird dreams. It's quite funny. Sometimes I feel it's so real that I could either feel the hurt, sorrow, happiness, betrayal.. that happens in my dreams.. sometimes I'd wake up with some tears. It's amazing how dreams seem so real and when you wake up it's a shock that i was all just a dream. Sometimes it's a BIT dissappointing (teehee) but sometimes it's relieving as well. :) I had two dreams last night. Both with the same person but different stories. I went to the bookstore today too. and I looked up dream interpretations.. and it said good stuff. I only remember the good stuff though. I wonder though.. do you have certain dreams so you can realize what you really desire or what you truly feel? I think about that a lot. In fact, I think way to much. I think about what would happened if I saw this person. What would I do if I this happened. Or what would I do and how would I feel if I saw this person with another person? You'll always see me staring off into space because I'm usually thinking about what would happen or what I wish would happened or what DID happened. I might be too much of an Idealist. Maybe that's why I'm dissappointed with people at times. But if so, why am I dissappointed with specific people and mucho happy and comfortable with other people? I guess there will be people who I can talk to normally and people who I can't. The people who I can't are those who won't just have different views that me or those who can't accept opinions that differ from theirs. I never have dreams about the people like that. I must have dreams about those who I really care for or else.. I wouldn't feel sad, happiness, or anything emotional like that when I wake up.
Okay, well..... i'm lost in my thoughts.. soooo.. i'll go now.
Later DAYS!
...and she lived happily ever after @ 11:35 PM
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