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09/21/2003 Archived Entry: "you sold my dead bird to a blind kid?"

Hope your birthday is going great ... and you better be at school on monday ^^

I'm up really late or i'm up really early. I slept at 9:45pm last night cuz I was really sleepy... but my sister woke me up at like 3am cuz she was looking for her pillow. -_-; So, I couldn't go back to sleep after that. Now since I'm awake, I can write in my blog now.

Alot of my relatives came over this past week. I saw my cousin again that lives in AZ. He's hella tall. But he was cool to talk to whenever I did and Amanda didn't seem all that bad either ^^ So yeah. I got money too... but it's all gone, cuz I spent it on clothes and other miscellaneous items. I'm so broke. *tear* oh well.. i'm used to it.

I also got RPC'd for Dress Code Violation. God, what a stupid reason. Not only that, he was really exaggerating when we was talking to my mom. What an idiot, ugh. Oh well...that RPC didn't as bother me as the next paragraph will be about.

We're building a shed in Tech .. and we're about almost done. And I felt like I wanted to drill - just fucking drill. My class is full of guys so it's rare to see a girl like do something, ya know? But i'm really outgoing and I love trying something new. So I said I wanted to drill (seriously) and when randy finally gave me the drill.. people came over and well ...watched. When people watch... I tend to mess up.. but it wasn't all that bad, honestly, I was laughing at myself too but we were joking around sort of but I seriously wanted to drill to show that a girl can do it too. BUT NO! My fucking Tech Teacher is a god damn SEXIST. He came over and asked what as going on said that "there isn't time fun and games" we have to "hurry up" (here, I told him that i was actually serious..but.. as his ignorant self... he said ..).."take the drill away from her"...all that kind of shit. Basically he was insinuating that females are weak and helpless and males are strong and the only people to do the handywork. That fucking fatass pig. I hate that about men. I know it's just some and not all guys are like that, but he fucking pissed me off. I mean he REALLY REALLY REALLY pissed me off. I never felt more discriminated than I did on Thursday. I hate that fucking bastard. It's just drilling for pete's sake. It's really getting annoying how all the guys keep mentioning I'm a girl. I mean for crying out loud, we wouldn't be in that class if we weren't willing to work just as well as the guys do. They're stereotyping us and it's fucking pissing me off. (Actually, the students are more joking, but mr. gauthier is not and I know that for sure). I'm really annoyed. And if you're guy, to show how i'm feeling... i'll put it another way. Lets say you have a group project due and the rest of your group is much older, however you know just as much as them, learned the same stuff as them, and yet because you're younger, they won't let you be part of it, won't consider any of your opinions, not take any of your ideas...it's discrimination, I tell you. And they won't let you do anything because you're "younger". Ugh. Anywho, sexist people should burn in hell.

Annnnnyway, what a week I had. -_-; I don't know what else to say. My sister and I are making an Image Gallery site cuz we have alot of Artbooks and photographs of people. So it's anime and non anime. Here it is so far: Superstar! It's not done yet of course. I also need to make a personal site in that domain. What should I call it? Any Ideas? Hm? Hm?

Well that's all for now... LATER DAYS!

Posted by Armando @ 09/30/2003 06:16 PM PST

Maybe you should complain to the administration. Since the discrimination is getting in the way of your education.

Posted by Anthony @ 09/21/2003 10:43 AM PST

HEY...god that made me soo pissed off...that happens to me too...like when we go on the computer if i have a guy partner...he thinks im some stupid twit that doesnt even know how to use the "internet"...goddamn...U ROCK MAUREEN!!!...lol hehe :)

Posted by Charlotte @ 09/21/2003 09:24 AM PST