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04/13/2004 Archived Entry: "you're making me flat!!"

This was supposed to be a reply to a comment I received. But I thought it was better as a post.

I get so much crap from tech or the people in Tech (that will include the stupid fuckers I have physics with because I also get crap in physics too). And its not really gauthier.. well right now it isn't. For some reason, guys.. well not all guys.. tend to have this arrogance and ignorance to them. They like to think that girls aren't smart enough. They like to say sexist remarks and it's like when they say things like that it'll make them feel better. Even if they're just teasing, kidding, or whatever.. it'll stay with me. It hits me hard. And I'll NEVER forget it. They don't like to face that sometimes girls have their own opinions and when girls are right or have good advice they don't take it. They don't want help from girls. It will somehow degrade themselves. They don't realize what they say sometimes. They can be such hypocrites. And a woman in engineering is insane to them. They think i'm dumb. That I don't know anything. But even if I said something RIGHT they won't listen to me anyway. SO WHAT IS THE FUCKING POINT in proving to them that I am intelligent, ambitious, strong and independent.. if it won't do anything. No one takes me seriously. If it gets to far, you'll know. I'll hit you, kick you, i'll do whatever you deserve. And don't even bother apologizing. That'll just piss me off even more. Because I won't accept. If I did, then they'll just do it over again. I can handle it, though. Because I can't have those negative comments bring me down. I just want everyone to realize how much shit girls go through, especially to in a major that mostly consists of males.

My god. It's just so DAMN ANNOYING!!

P.S. There are a few exceptions to those in tech.