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05/03/2004 Archived Entry: "'Cause all I really want is to be with you"

Okay, my week hasn't been bad yet, but it's only monday. I probably jinxed it.

I've noticed that i can become jealous easily. I don't let it get to me as much as most people though. But I can get insecure about some people. Whether I mean as much to that person as other people are to them. Did that make sense? I don't know. I just want to apologize because I feel bad that i'm being very rude to people who don't deserve it at all. I hope you know who you are. i'm not even sure you read this.. even though you say you do. I'm sorry.

Anyway, I got a cowboy hat today. I persuaded my mom to buy it. I told her I'd pay her back, hopefully that won't happen. =D I'm happy right now, and I hope that will stay. I need to lighten up. I really do. I have to stop being so irritable. You guys just don't understand how it's very uncontrollable. In other case, just be nice to me, and i'll be very nice to you. Then we'll both be happy!

I hope I don't work that much this weekend. I might go out. And Sunday is Mothers Day. ^_^. I don't want to work! Well, I hope I don't, I don't care about the money.. because I just want a free weekend. THIS WEEKEND.

Sometimes I feel left out. This one friend really means a lot to me. Yet that person doesn't include me in anything. I don't think that person realizes it because i'm not one to start any drama. But I feel bad about it. Then I end up getting bitter to that person. I should control my temper.

I guess i'll go now.

Have a great day.