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05/12/2004 Archived Entry: "I might just change my mind.. and let you in my life forever"

So. My day was alright. I was actually productive in precalc :) I was quite annoyed with jake p. though because for one thing I sit with chris and he like worships chris so everywhere where chris went he was there too. Not only was that annoying, but he kept saying stuff that would make anyone go "SHUT THE HELL UP!" oh well, I kept myself from saying that from putting myself opposite where he was.

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Anywhoo, today wasn't the final exam for the UNLV class for tech. Yayyy. We're taking it on friday. I hope I do well. Today though, Dr. James reviewed for the final. Damn, I hate having that class first because I was so tired! I kept on yawning and yawning. After class though was nice, because getachew gave me a back massage. That felt really nice. I gave him one too. I kept refusing, but I think his back really DID hurt. Lol. So oh well.

Umm.. I think tonight I will do major homework. Last night was probably a lesson or there was a reason it happened becaussse.... I actually did some homework! I took my ass of the computer chair and did homework. Wow. Go MAUREEN!

Well, that is all. I'm not so upset anymore, partly because I get over things too fast.

Later Days!

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Anywhoo, last night (more like afternoon) wasn't so great. I was really upset. But i'm alright now. Sort of. I would really like to talk to that person though. Even though i was kind of bitter today. You might know who you are. First, I'd like to say that i'm not just friends with just anyone. (And I know you know that) I'm friends with you for a reason. I don't waste my time with people who are inconsiderate, impolite, or insensitive. Yesterday, I was just trying to be nice. I didn't know what else to say, because you didn't keep the converstion going. I felt really bad afterwords. And it hurt my feelings really bad. You obviously didn't think it wasn't so bad, because you talked to me today like nothing happened. But when people who i like, trust, and respect... it hurt more than you think, because I couldn't believe how people can be so inconsiderate about my feelings. I am pretty sensitive especially when it comes to friends. You were probably joking.... but joking or not, it still hurt my feelings. I was just trying to be nice. I don't let things like this bother me, I usually just shrug it off, but it's different when it came from friends. I understand whats going on in your life, you told me many times, and I understand, I go though the same thing, maybe even worse. I'm writing this so you know my point of view.