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05/18/2004 Archived Entry: ""You. are. good. at. turning. me. on.""

I have time to write now. Lotsa stuff happened.

(I'll post pictures later)

First, Prom! I got picked up at 4-ish well, first we took pictures.. my mom kept telling us to go here and there and here and there. finally got outta there. Then we went to justins house and met up with everyone else. It was a group of 6. Then we went to take pictures at this place across town , interesting, I tell you....... This is happening in the span of two hours. So finally, the dance. We unfortunetly had to stay there for only an hour. I didn't get to see many people :( Oh well. So after the dance, we went to Tournament of Kings! Fun Fun FUN! We were on the RUSSIA side. Russia was awesome. He kept getting disqualified, cause well he was just AWESOME. He wasn't bad looking either. I'm telling you! heh. The food was good too. Especially the chicken. OOhhh baby! Okay so after that. We played this one game in the arcade and one of the people, donna? wanted to get that really jumbo size flower. And no matter what, you get a flower for just playing. We got lotsa flowers and she ended up get the Jumbo one. Then we played.. well she played.. the asian tourist game... which well, i'd just have to demostrate someday. Funny stuff! So finally, we went to venetian. Traffic!! Crazy. I saw SASI and her date there. AND I saw Mabby and her group there. CooL CooL. We rode the Gondolas. That was just.. uhhhhhhh? okay. I thought it would be longer and more enjoyable. The guy though was singing the pasta song. As requested. heh. Funny. :) After Venetian. Two of the six had to go home and justin got something in chinatown and we went to our room (NOTE: it was a group) at Palace Station. I went home at like 4am though. I would've stayed, and contemplated for a long time whether I should go or stay (at the hotel). Then Jerry, one of the people, said something about how my parents might blame Justin... and I DONT want that at all. So that immediatly changed my mind. So I went home. Prom was fun. Hopefully i'll get invited next year. I think it would be more fun with people in my class ('05)... but it was fun anyhow :) :)

Okay, i don't feel like writing anymore.

I think a lot about who I am. I think my personality changes a lot. I think i'm generally nice and happy. I'm just very irritable (which doesn't mean i'm angry ALL THE TIME!!!!!). It's really no big deal. I shouldn't let things bother me. But they do. Lots a stuff bother me. BUT I GET OVER IT FAST! I don't hold grudges even for a minute. I don't fucking care. I'll rant a minute then i'll forget about it. Understand? don't think of me differently. Don't think that i'm just being unreasonable. It's just me. If you don't understand that then.............. are you even my friend? (NOTE: this is in general, not talking to anyone specificallly alright?). Also, I have the RIGHT to my own opinion. if it doesn't go a long with yours. Oh well--it happens--grow up--no ones the same! That doesn't mean my opinion is stupid! that doesn't mean you have to think differently about me! It's my opinion. I respect yours, you respect mine. I just hate when PEOPLE ASSUME THINGS. gr

Later Days.