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05/19/2004 Archived Entry: "You were so blind to let me go."
hello hello! wow, I feel this site is dead. I even thought about closing it, but the thought of having this site for two years and just closing it? I just couldn't let that happen!
First, like I said, lotsa stuff happened. Not just doing stuff, but social wise too. I'm getting to know more people that I haven't really talked to this whole year and last year. I'm really glad about that. Really glad, Indeed. I can always be myself.. I'm always happy when I talk to people I just met or I just began talking to. When I talk to people who I know longer, it's different. It just is. It goes up and down. It starts off really nice, then something happens, it starts getting weaker, then something happens again, and then it's almost like forced friendship. Which saddens me of course but everything happens for a reason. I just hate seeing friendships falling apart. And it's happened a couple of times. There are exceptions though, a friend of mine and I get along pretty well. And I feel I can talk to him about anything and I know he listens. And he remembers. I feel we're a lot alike. Great friend, indeed.
Other stuff. Well, first, Carlos got me job for making a website for a company. I'm excited about it, but I don't know if I have the time. I don't even have time to do my own site. I don't think we updated Forever-Rain at all. I don't know what I should do. I want it, but then I don't know if I can do well. What should i do?
Second. A lot of projects are going on right now. I really need to get off my ass and start doing something. I really can't stand how i'm putting a lot of this off til the last minute. I wish there was a cure to all this -like a pill to stop procrastination and slacking. I definatly would take it. I think I work better under pressure though.. I have to know it's due the next day or else I won't do it because in my head i'll just do it later. SIGH
Third. Yesterday, I got my paycheck! Same as last time, but like a dollar more. I have to save! I have to SAVE!! My last two paychecks went by like lightning.. except I managed to save 40 bucks. I can NOT spend anymore money! I just can't! Except I spent my money on something worth it like Josh Groban <333 and mothers day present :) I just gotta have a Jeep Wrangler though. The more I want it, the more Jeeps show up in my face. It's like its saying "HAHA YOU CAN'T HAVE ME!! ::evil laugh::". I just want a red and black one. Where the top can come off. And i'll be cruising the country...with my cowboy hat and listening to the best group ever: the eagles! AHH!! What a fantasy I tell you!
Fourth. I'm gonna take summer school. I'm kind of excited! Because i'll be taking Japanese at UNLV. I get to learn Japanese finally and learn katakana! Yay!
Fifth. Umm.. I don't know. I have lots a rants! I'll start off with tech! YAY. Gauthier never gets off anyones back. It's so annoying. He'll just bitch and bitch and bitch. How people can stand it? I don't know. But no matter what, he'll just NEVER LEAVE YOU ALONE!! gah. I also really can't stand my neighborhood. It's so damn ghetto! It used to be all nice and quiet. Now it's full of noisy kids WHO DON'T GET OUT OF THE FUCKING WAY and who just cry and scream all the time. How annoying. It makes me think twice about having kids or not. Also, i gave 88 dollars to this man. And I asked him if he would like to donate a dollar (note: a DOLLAR mind you!) for a charity. HE SAID NO!! and then he gave me an attitude. People these days. HOW AWEFUL!!!
LAST BUT NOT LEAST!! PICTURES! I got more pictures from my camera, but i'm to lazy to upload it. So I just scanned these. Hope you like!!
PROM 2004 ~ MAUREEN AND JUSTIN
Later Days
Replies: 4 boogers picked
in certain ways i think that what you said applies to ours [friendship] but dunno. i guess i'm intimidated.
josh groban!! ahh <3! i love his voice.
prom night sounded really fun! you look so cute in those pictures.
Posted by kelly @ 05/24/2004 08:24 PM PST
AHHHHH I haven't been able to come here in forever and a day and I just had to play catch up the past 15 minutes. I'm sooo sad that I didn't see you at prom!!! :( But you look so0o0o beeyootiful!!! hehe Uhmuhmuhm what else....so Andre broke up with me Thursday. :'( Boys suck! Bleh. And next week we should definitely go to le coffee shop and le movies! I miss you, we need to hang out and catch up!!!
LoVeYoU! ~ Jaimie
Posted by Jaimie @ 05/22/2004 06:42 PM PST
wai~ I'm dying to get some design jobs ... maybe just one or two ... i'm in dire need of cash. x__x;; phwee, haven't been here for a while ... ai, I'm such a lazy ass. *also procrastinates* Well i hope you're doing well ^^; You're prom pictures look awesome by the by & I'm taking Japanese at LVA next year too! Yayy! Come visit me sometime >> newness : http://saine.xhale.nu
Posted by Chexee @ 05/20/2004 08:24 PM PST
My friend took Japanese this past semester, he said it was pretty fun.
And you look great in the pictures =D
Posted by Anthony @ 05/20/2004 04:37 PM PST