My Archives: March 2004

Wednesday, March 31, 2004

Okay, I REALLLLLY have to stop updating this. But i have stuff to talk about.

#1) I'm really annoyed with Anthony B. (hehe not You anthony.. you're cool) right now. That fucking bastard!! Arghh, but I won't get into it. I already complained enough to other people... and I just started to realize that he's not worth talking about anymore. He's the one I was talking about on saturday's post. Anyway.

#2) I had an orthodontist appt.. yesterday AND today. Yesterday they changed my bottom wire.. to this reallly thick one and now my mouth is so so so so so SORE! I'm dying here. Then today they had to fix my bracket because I broke it somehow and it's the third one I broke. I hope it'll be the last. THEN for some ODD reason, they had to take the bottom wire off AGAIN and it was TORTURE putting it on and taking it off.. now I went through the torture all over again. Man. MAN!!! Okay, that is all.

#3) My sister heard about christian coffee shop that had really good coffee. We went there and I got the infamous (maybe) Peanut Butter and Mocha Frappe. MMmmMm it was good. They're so nice. The coffee shop was very religious though. They were playing christian music.. just like the music on the trip I went to the summer after freshman year. Like "forever God is Faithful" and all that stuff. I went in there and I felt really guilty because I haven't been good at all. I've been Cussing, Hateing People.. ALOT *cough*... but afterwords I felt like being good and generous And I was good for awhile until i went online and was reminded of someone who right now isn't on my good side. =/ too bad for that.

#4) I went to walmart today and I saw Alan and Amanda. I knew amanda since 4th grade and Alan since 6th grade. WOW. I think they're going out. Why else would they go to walmart together? I didn't say Hi to them or anything. For I'm not sure they would recognise me since a lot of people said I look different... I think they would though, but oh well, I much rather prefer running into them, then going up to them. I keep seeing people I haven't seen in FOREVER! Like Ashley.. Chris's really really really good friend at Heritage Night. That's cool though, I guess. :) :)

#5) School of Rock was a pretty good movie. I like the Drummer.. he's cute. He reminds me of a little Tom Felton aka Draco Malfoy. I'm like Aww *blush* haha.. he's probably like 10 years old. I'm such a dork.

#6) uh..I don't really know why i'm numbering these.

#7) tell me please

#8) Still read the last two posts.

#9) okay.. that's all.

#10) Later Days :)

Posted by Maureen @ 08:02 PM PST [Link][3 boogers picked]

Monday, March 29, 2004

Okay, well, this'll be a short-ish post.. I hope. I had a really good day at school today ^_^ I'm so happy. I LOVE YOU.. yes, YOU, you know who you are.. haha..

I have some questions for YOU to fill out too. It was in Underwear Drawer (group blog for F-R.com and Yumemiru).. so go check it out. I liked it so much, I decided to put it in here too.. but still read the last post cuz i like that one too..

What was the name of your first crush?
SHAWN ZAK! From PreSchool. Yes, I experienced it very early. I remember I wore a dress one day which was very unlikely because I was such a tomboy and he looked under my dress and said "ohh la la" and then I think I turned really really red and I stayed quiet for the whole day which is again unlikely because i'm very talkative ... and my sister was like "maureeen you looks so cute in that dress" and yet, I was still quiet.. and then my mom explained to my sister what happened annnnd yeah. AHH Memories.

If you had one, who was your first movie star crush?
Ummmm well, I can't really remember, but in the 4th grade I had the biggest, i mean BIGGEST crush on Grant Hill I mean, my sister and I were obsessed with basketball and I never got his basketball card! So all the guys in my class gave me Grant Hill cards. I had like two jerseys of him and I even bought Filas because he was a spokesperson for them.. not only that I love sprite because of him too. i EVEN wrote him a letter and drew a picture of him too!! I got an autographed picture back too OOOOH! but I dunno if it was actually from him or his manager though, but that just shows how obsessed I was .... AHHH GRANT HILL <33333333333

If you remember, what was the name of the first guy that ever asked you out?
OMG OMG I remember. It was this guy Kaylaan in Second Grade. He was such a sweetie! I don't think I really liked him though, but now I wish I still knew him still but he moved to California I think. But anyway. He was so sweet. He always sat next to me... he gave me this necklace that he made himself and he gave me this valentines card that said :

Roses are red
Violets are blue
Sugar is sweet
and so are you

and thennnn I got sooooo embarrassed. I dunno why. I never had that before.. I ended up throwing it away (even though I wish I hadn't) and my sister was like "MAUREEN! WHAT'S THIS?!" and she was all laughing because she thought it was so cute and I got even more embarrased. AWW I miss him..

What's a movie you can watch over and over again? Otherwise... what movie is you guilty pleasure?
Okay. I think I can watch Beauty and the Beast over and over and over and over and STILL think it's really cute... annnd I think I could watch Anastasia over and over because Dimitri is one hot animated character WHOO HOO! Last summer, I kept watching You've Got Mail with Tom Hanks and Meg Ryan. WOW, but then.. I could still watch it only because I love the setting.. it's so relaxing.. anyway.. it's basically either Beauty and the Beast orrr Anastasia.

Favorite Starbucks Drink?
I'm OBSESSED.. I mean OBSESSED with starbucks. I like Caramel Machiato, Chocolate Brownie Frapp., Iced White Chocolate Mocha.. and so on.. basically those three... <333 Stabucks.. I'm addicted to coffee.. starbucks and BORDERS' White Chocolate Cafe Freeze mmMmmm...

You are on a desertED island... what 3 books would you want to bring with you?
Okay, I'm in love with Roald Dahl books. I don't care if he's more of childrens writer.. but I like him. He's such a great writer so.. basically any of his books will be great on a desertED Island EXCEPT Matilda because I hate the girl who played her in the movie >_< annnd I'd pick Catcher in the Rye of course because it's just an awesome book. annd Anne of Green Gables because Anne is so inspiring and Anne and Gilbert are just so cute. <3333

Favorite Band?
Well, I have a lot. I like Weezer, Green Day, Coheed and Cambria, Nirvana, Garbage, Linkin Park <333, Live, Third Eye Blind, oh i like YellowCard.. and I wouldn't mind Thrice either.. :).. and BASICALLY most of those early 90's bands yes. man. YES!

Who or what is on your desktop right now?
Ok so mine is basically the same as Cindy's of course.. buutttt since our computer is to slow for me to look for anything else It would've been the Weezer wallpaper that I put at my computer at school until someone changed it to some guitar -_- Orr it would've been Yellowcard because the violinist (like me) is cute! hahah. okay.. anyway.. I sound immature.

Jackie Chan, Jet Li or Bruce Lee?
Bruce Lee man.. he was hott! with TWO T's. no wait.. Hotttt (with FOUR t's) Hot diggity Damn!

Later Days!!!

Posted by Maureen @ 07:19 PM PST [Link][1 Booger picked]

Saturday, March 27, 2004

hahaha!! (okay, beware of long entry...full of rants and rambling. If your not going to read all of it, don't read it at all =P )

So far my weekend has been OK. Actually today sucked, but yesterday was pretty cool :) :) First, it started out okay, but then someone really made me upset in first period. God. I can handle a lot of things, but you know, you have to actually watch what you say to me or else i'll just get really pissed and upset and when those two combine it equals a bitchy, scary, rude Maureen. I know I shouldn't be the one talking, but I would never say something like what he said (it was about how much work each did in respect). I don't care though. I don't like to talk about how much I did (unlike him), because it's really about how much we did AS A GROUP. Even if I did alot, I still wouldn't brag! I know I didn't help much either, I know that, BUT I did what I could do.. but that fucking ass hoe did not have to rub that in.. because that made me really upset. I mean, I have so much at home, i'm so fucking busy BUT I still did what I could do, and he made me really upset because he made me feel I didn't do anything at all in that club. I regret not slapping him! Ugh. It's obvious how much that idiot pissed me off. Especially when i actually took the time to write about it. GRR! >_<*

Anyway, the rest of the day was swell, because I can't stay made forever :) :)

Then, it was Heritage Night and it was really fun. I wore this traditional filipinoMestiza Dress. It was really pretty. A lot of people complemented ^_^ It made me happy. Sasi wore a Thai dress which was also pretty, Sunshine wore a very traditional korean custum it was really awesome wow!! and lucy wore a Mexican sombrero and poncho... hehehe it was so awesome -^__^- I wish I had a camera though.. because I would've taken and posted so mannny pictures *tear* but it's okay cuz lucy did and I hope it's okay that I post the two pictures with all four and five (with ms yi) of us ...thanks a bunch lucy.. (i dunno if she reads this though.., i mean.. does ANYONE? *tear*).

Sasi, Me, Sunshine and Lucy
I like lucy's pose in here.. it's funny :)
Ms. Yi, Sasi, Lucy, Sunshine, and me..!

Anyway, I wish I had stayed to help set up, but i was forced to go with my sisters and mom to go to the fashion show mall. I didn't really enjoy it though, the only thing I enjoyed was the delicious starbucks. WHOO! I'm so addicted to starbucks and I hate myself for that because not only do I get it every single day, I always get VENTI and it's very expensive, and even though I know that, I still but it anyway and I know coffee isn't good for you in the first place. ACK! But moving on, It was already 4pm and i'm getting Annoyed cuz I wanted to go back to school at 3pm so I can help set up but no.... OF COURSE NOT! Dammit and since I had to go home... my sister was also getting very bitchy (more like scary bitchy) and LOUD that it was embarrasing cuz we had to leave and she didn't find her recital dress yet.. soo.. the way home was very silent.

Finally, I tried on the filipino dresses, and I chose the Mestiza Dress over this other one. Anyway, yeah. So there were performances.. and a few of them we really good. one performance was just awful, i'm not saying which one @_@. and then FOOD! long ass line damn. Unfortunetly, I couldn't help clean up though. My mom specifically told me not to clean in that outfit. I feel bad. But I just couldn't, I really wish I had helped. So my sisters picked me up in the cafeteria, they always find me and suprise me somehow. After that, we went to the mall, again! I got mad because I could've been at school still and because I was in that dress and i didn't want to walk around in that.. so i stayed in the car. So either way, I was irritated, but friday in general was good though :) :) My sister found her recital dress and it's soooo pretty. I like it. So .... ya know ~_^ (It's MINE!!)

Anyway, saturday it started out going to my aunts house and then we went to ross, I got some borders coffee.. of course (I couldn't resist!). And went back to my aunts house. We then went home, my mom gave my sister and I money to get food. So we got Baja Fresh because we both have a new obsession of Mexican Food obviously and we rented movies too! It was The Missing and School of Rock. I kind of wanted to watch Gothika and kind of didn't BUT the sign said that it's Garaunteed to be there or else it's free.. soooo I was walking by the registers and I heard there wasn't any left so YAY! next time.. we'll get gothika for free!! ^_^ so that was the highlight of my day :) not really but oh well

So here I am. Sitting on the computer (yes.. ON!! haha). My sister's watching School of Rock..cuz i'll watch it later. I totally forgot what I was gonna write.. dang it. I KNOW i had something else to rant or talk about! hmm.. oh well, i'll just write it later....

'til next time..

Later days.

Posted by Maureen @ 09:40 PM PST [Link][24 boogers picked]

Wednesday, March 24, 2004

So far me week has be grrreat! However, things have been kind of dull lately. Nothing is exciting anymore. I just can't stand it. I think it's just me though, I could make my day exciting if i wanted to, but I choose not to. It's just worth it anymore. I don't know, school is not a big deal to me anymore, and for some reason, i'm actually getting better(ish) grades (except for the precalc test that I think I miserably failed.. i couldn't even look what I got, I just couldn't). But still, my school life is just so dull now. I'm just weird. I've been talking and getting to know more people which really makes me happy because I like meeting new people.. but actually i knew them before, but I didn't really talk to him, til now.. but it still makes me happy. It's just so dull now. I might know the reason why it's like this all of a sudden, but I won't get into that. :P Its not like it bothers me, but it affected my attitude about things. Oh well ya know? OH WELL!

SO. Anyway, I don't mind it when people talk about themselves. It doesn't seem to bother me, because I like to listen and know more about other people (even though I appear to have short attention span)... but when I say something sometimes, i feel like that person's (yes, I AM talking about someone specific..but it's also in general too) half listening or not listening at all. That reallllllly pisses me off. I mean I fuckin listened to your bullshit so you better listen to mine. It's just FAIR. Simple as that. Don't fucking change the damn subject either as if I didn't say anything at all. It just makes me so irritated! God!

Now that I let that out.......it's sad how things change when a couple of weeks go by. Aw. =| The things i'm talking about are both good and sad. It's okay though. :) I understannnd! Sort of sad, but i understand. I'm a very understanding person. Well, I like to think I am. hehhheh. Anyway , this post is taking me to long to write. I keep dozing off!! -_- But then again, I am writing about recent personal incidents so I shouldn't say anything ::looks around::

Anyway, last thing i'll say is that IT SUCKS BEING ADDICTED TO SOMETHING EXPENSIVE AND TO SOMETHING THAT IS NOT GOOD FOR YOUR HEALTH!! *pounds fist on desk*

Later Days.

Posted by Maureen @ 08:16 PM PST [Link][2 boogers picked]

Sunday, March 21, 2004

....haha Fried Green Tomatoes ... such a funny movie. Anyway, this weekend went by fast and was very exhausting. @_@

Friday, I hung out with Caitlin right after school. I came home like at 8:30 because my mom got pissed at me that I didn't call or tell her where I was going, but it's okay.. I guess..I felt gross and sticky and awful, and dirty and the traffic and heat was unbelievable ...but we saw Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind. Wow, that movie was just...wow. O_O. If anyone saw Being John Malkovich and/or Adaptation..yes, it's written by the same writer as those two were. So therefore, it was weird...very Weird. It was Good though, so I recommend it. I heard Dawn of the Dead was lame. Good thing I didn't watch it, i doubt i would've watched it anyway but if I did it'd only be for Mekhi Phifer <333. Okay, so anyway. Also, on friday, gauthier made me take down the tag-board cuz of the inappropiate profanity it had in it. ;_; stupid i tell you stupid.

Saturday, was exhausting. I actually wore a skirt wow.. go me anyway, first we went to unlv.. then we went to mandelay bay =3 i finally have clothes. great sales. yay.. then we went to my aunts house for this religious, prayer.. thing. That was... weird and long. I felt kind of bad because i just recently bought a shirt that said "we're all going to hell" and then they were all talking about heaven and stuff... but oh well, it's just a shirt anyway. After THAT thing.. we went to Barnes and Noble.. and then we went home. And I was forced to do a layout for my sister. -_-; Oohh well.. so that was that..

Sunday..so far.. I went to the mall again! yay.. and got more clothes. Great sales. It's really busy for some reason. but oh well.. no worries. I saw Mr. Barry! My biology teacher at Cimarron. If you're reading this stephanie... remember him?! I'm suprised he remembered me. He also had both my sisters. ANYWAY. Moving on.. we went to the best in the west place.. well I always go there.. since I live RIGHT next to it...I mean like right next to Joannes. lol, okay.. so yeah.. that was all. OOH so exciting, no? -_-

Anyway, I guess that's all. Oh yea, i might be going to prom. I think. :]

Okay, so that's all...Later Days!

Posted by Maureen @ 04:17 PM PST [Link][22 boogers picked]

Thursday, March 18, 2004

I'm supposed to be doing my American Lit research paper right now, but my mind is in another place.

I'm kind of upset right now...even though my day was really great.

I prefer everyone to be honest, but when that honesty makes you feel discouraged, it just makes you upset. A really good friend of mine, was honest to me about something but it made me feel discouraged... at that point.. i just kind of stopped talking to him the rest of the period and the period after that and the period after that (hehh..) I'm really sensitive about those kinds of things. I know sometimes I can be INsensitive, but I'm very encouraging. I mean, I know that person was just trying "help" me and be "honest" but it really made me feel bad. It really did. I don't even feel like telling that person anything anymore. That person was such a good friend of mine. I'm kind of shocked that person said that, but you know what? Since that person has doubts on me, that'll just make me work harder and prove that person wrong--that I can do it, survive, and do well. That person could have been a BIT more encouraging, like saying "But, I think you could do well, if you studied harder than you do in other classes." I mean, that would have been more relieving and would actually give me hope. I know that class will be hard. Especially for me. But coming from a great friend, someone who I tell a lot more stuff too than other people, it really hurts. But I guess I NEEDED to hear that so I could become stronger and try harder and prove that person wrong!

Anyway, now that I let that out, I can start on my research paper now. OOOOH I'M SOO EXCITED!!!

::gag::

Later Days!

Posted by Maureen @ 07:01 PM PST [Link][21 boogers picked]

Wednesday, March 17, 2004

Wow, i'm posting at 3am! Whoo go me! I'm so awake, very.. wide awake. OH OH OH! Happy St. Patricks day! -^___^- Weeee!

So, today or well, yesterday was thursday block schedule. And i hate, HATE thursdays because my classes suck ASS.. but ..BUT today was ACTUALLY really good. *gasp*. First period was stupid though...We had to take this stupid AP test. My god, that test was UNBELIEVEABLE. Who in their right might actually knew what the fuck those stories were saying and then the questions.. who the fuck knows what THOSE questions were asking. I didn't even BOTHER trying. God damn, that test was a disgrace. o_0. Well, it's not for me... was it for anyone, anyway? Thank god it doesn't count on our grade. *whew* SO! Anyway, Second period, another dreadful "class" i dread. I have student Aide for the health office and i don't do SHIT in there, but I had homework to do on the computer for Tech (since i don't have excel.. *ahem ahem ahem!!*) I went to gauthier's room to do it. I was "trying" to do my lab, but i'm easily distracted and I was talking to Armando :) hehe, so lunch came, I sat with jaimie this time :) and I finished my physics vocab too. Physics came.. yet another dreadful class i dread.. but Johnson passed out our Quarter Projects annnd I got a 398/400!!! yay!!! Well, that score also included the extra credit I did. Ah, i'm so happy I did that! I got 40/50 though, but the 40 was just ONE question! My one question in my Hello Kitty Stationary (hehe). My question that I didn't get to ask was "What measures would there be if a terrorist were to bring a nuclear weapon to the United States, but emitted low-level radiation and how would you increase radiation screening?" Lol, okay.. so yeah. There were kids there with very wordy questions.. i felt all stupid. =/.. but it's okay.. oh wellll. I had a good time in that class too :) For some ODD, very odd reason. I didn't complain at all! I did complain though that I had to go to my other dreadful class next. . . TECH! In tech, we didn't do much except watch a video of the UNLV class. =/ whoo. In that time though, Daniel and I just worked on our phase. It's just me and him working on that phase. What will the other three do?! Honestly. I don't really know. But anyway.. that was that. I was going to stay after school for Respect but when I called home, my sister already left the house and I waited outside for half and hour >_< So I just stayed with chris, scott, jake and wes. I went to UNLV after words to do my LAB for tech (since I didn't finish it in 2nd period) and I thought it wouldn't take more than One hour and a half but it did.. so we got a parking ticket >_< I saw getachew there! AGAIN. haha. He scared me... i'm easily scared.. che, you don't even know. But anyway, i went home sat around.. did more tech stuff... and then.. watched tv, chatted, picked my nose, scratched my butt.. and decided to finally stufy my precalc test tomorrow. So here I am now... how fun.. NOT

Does anyone watch Queer Eye for the Straight Guy? Last night's show was so funny. I've taken a liking to Kyan's Muscles. Yes. They're very nice. Kyan is really cute too! Why is he gay! dammit! Oh well... but yeah I like kyan's muscles though. They aren't small but they're NOT big either, they're just right. haha.. perfect i shall say. again.. why is he gay? He's the most attractive looking guy of the Fab 5. Also, I was watching Jay Leno... yes, hes in my hate section but Angelina Jolie was on. Jay leno is a bad interviewer... otherwise I think it would have been good if she was on CONAN! I love conan. How in the world did Jay stay on the air? Horrible interviewer I tell you.. damn But anyway, Angelina Jolie is really pretty. I think girls can say other girls are pretty w/o being ya know.....right?? Well, I think she is. She's reallly pretty. ^_^ Anyway.... i was watching Roseanne a while ago. That show is soo funny no matter how many times I saw the episode. Same thing with Fresh Prince. I practically memorized all the episodes, yet I still laugh. This morning or yesterday morning... Full House was on.. god.. that show.. *shakes head* that show.. is so... awful. I hate Michelle and her annoying bratty-ass voice of hers.. trying to be all cute. My ass she is. Ugh! I Hate that show, my ears were practically bleeding til I finally put it somewhere else.

Anyway, this post was full of random ramble. I write like I talk. I wish I could write all deep, but that's not me. Actually, I can write deep when I have something deep to talk about. This is not one of those times. I'm very hyper right now and i'm wide.. wide...WIDE Awake! O_O! ahh.. okay.. that is all...

Later Days..tomodachi..s <--(o_0')

Posted by Maureen @ 03:57 AM PST [Link][23 boogers picked]

Monday, March 15, 2004

Finally made a new layout. The layout is explained on the *looks at hands*..LEFT! So go there, if you want to know more about it. :) I made it kinda of a fairytale like. Except on some sections, I'm talking in third person, then first person! Oh well, I'm lazy to fix it. I don't think people actually read it anyway, so why bother!

Anyway, :) I had a good day today. I've been having great days for some reason. I'm really happy about that. ^_^ I have a lot of homework and THATS not even bringing me down :) I'm so happy!

I've been listening to old songs lately. Some of the old R&B songs were really good. I like Tell me - Groove Theory. It's nice. I also like the alternative rocks songs back then too. I know more bands then, than the ones now. I don't really like the bands nowadays though. They all sound the same, I mean before, atleast they were distinctive , ya? Now, I find myself wondering.. which band it is on the radio. It's not great, when your band doesn't sound distinctive. Ah..Ohhhhh well. Nothing I can do, right? Anyway, continuing on what I was GOING to say, I like listening to old songs because it makes me reminise the time when it came out. ::blush:: Good times, Good times. What if I want to reminise now in the future?!? What song will make me reminise right now? Hmmm.. uh oh. =/ This isn't good. Speaking of songs.... the new Seal song is really annoying. Not only do they play it to much, they play it over and over on The Bachelor or whatever it is.. show and FOR some Friggin' reason... the song always makes me depressed! Everytime I hear it, I think about . . . well, "love" of course and it makes me upset, because well, if you knew me for a long time, you'll know how "love" hasn't exactly been well for me for the past years. So, therefore, that song should burn and die and rot in hell. =P

SO.. anyway, moving on, the weather is really great in Las Vegas for once. I'm really enjoying it. :) It always makes me happy!! -^__^- I went to UNLV today (well, I go to unlv almost every day dammit) to get my student ID. You know it makes me KIND OF mad that i'm not photogenic. All my ID pictures SUCK! RAWR! 9th grade, I looked Chinese (not that that's bad..but I did, and i'm filipino, and I had a big forehead and my hair was flat, and I was really smiling and well... =/ ya), then 10th grade... I was absent for picture day annnnd make up day.. so They called me up in Algebra 2 while I was taking a test. And I didn'thave a good day that day so.. my hair was bad, I had glasses.. and well, ya know. it was just awful. NOW 11th grade school picture...*tear* my forehead can get really shiny and a bit oily, unfortunetly I had to take my pictures in 8th period. wow. SO my picture came out like I had a CAR LIGHT on my forehead. >_<* My hair was nice... but no.. of course.. &#$*(&(*@# I hate my skin. It's so awful. So I take the UNLV picture ID and well, like I said, I hate my skin, It turned out really dark :( and i'm already dark! my hair was ok..ish, and my face wasn't so oily or shiny, but my "smile" looked like a smirk and I looked Black. Yes, black! haha. Well, not really, maybe black and a bit of asian. yeah. I'll never have good pictures. NEVER NEVER NEVER! Such a depressing thought, I know! I'll try and be optimistic about it. I dunno how, but i'll think of something. :-D

Well, that's all, I have to go to UNLV again..o_0

Later days, amigos.

Posted by Maureen @ 10:37 PM PST [Link][2 boogers picked]

Friday, March 12, 2004

Hmm. I miss Nirvana. I miss the early 90's when the bands were actually good.

I'm so happy! I actually had a very good week at school. Everything went well. I had two big homework assignments due this week and I didn't complain at all. I love this week, too bad its ending. The weather is fantasic. I love spring. LOVE! Ah! The weather was a big, nice bonus for me. :) Although, the rain last week was great, but spring weather makes me happy. However, summer makes me unhappy and lazy. *shudder* but oh well :)

Anyway, I had a great week at school, but when I came home yesterday it was awful. I was in the car going home thinking what a great week I had, then RIGHT when I got home, my parents started yelling at my because I lost a stupid screwdriver. My dad got so pissed off at me.... and he kept telling me to look for it, but how can i when the house is a complete mess with boxes and boxes everywhere? I kept telling him that, but he just didn't understand! Then I got pissed off, and when i'm reallly pissed off, I start to cry and I hate crying. Therefore, I left. I just walked out the door. Thank god I live right by Best in the West, so I went to Borders, got myself some Starbucks and read some stuff. Then, 45 minutes later, my sister found me and I ended up going to unlv to pick up my other sister... which kind of pissed me off because I had no point in being there, I had the house key and everything...*teh* Oh well.. After that, my other sister and I went to Old Navy and I got flip-flops because my Dr. Martens broke!!! *angry!!* They weren't even a year old. *mad.....then sighs* Ohwell, I got these nice old navy flip-flops... they're really cute, I must say so myself. So I'm happy I got them. And if they broke oh well, they were only 5 bucks.. whereas the Dr. Martens were $60! *mad* Oh well. I can't do anything about it now. So! Anyway, after Old Navy, we went to Borders... (again..) and then I just got sleepy. I mean really sleepy.....and TIRED. I slept like at 9pm. Long day I guess.

So, Today.. so far... I went to school for the Extra Credit Conference for physics. That was gay. It was an hour conference but because of so many technical difficulties no one really got to ask questions. Which was fine with me though, because my questions were kind of stupid -_-; but still, I just sat there, looking at myself on the TV. Man, I'm so dark Whaa... I don't like being dark. When I folded my arms though, I could see my muscles ^_^ I don't have much, but I actually saw a shape. Yay! My sister said my arms are flimsy. :( They're not.. I don't think! Ahh. Oh well. I got 50 points extra credit! Anyway after the conference, I went to starbucks again. Okay, I'm addicted... you should've seen me over summer.. i went there every day! They knew what I wanted already! After starbucks I was dragged by my dad to go to Planet Nissan and get an oil change. I was really pissed off at my dad yesterday, but you know when i'm in a good mood on a beautiful day like today, I'd forgive anyone.. soo.. we made up. haha. That sounded like we were a couple! ahhh.. gross! But anyway, I'm in a good mood right now. A real good mood and I'm really happy :) :) And the weather is FABULOUS!! ^_^ Weeee!!

Okay, I don't know what else to say... :) soooooo, I'll stop there before I start rambling. o_0. But I do have to rant. Ok, i'm so sick of all the construction that going on around this damn city. I'm so sick of traffic, i'm so sick of the stupid drivers who cut you and then drive REALLY SLOW!!! *mad*. I sick of stupid inconsiderate people who don't know what the fuck they're doing. I'm so sick of the annoying pop music these days. They're ear-aching and the radio stations don't fucking realize that and they play it over and over and over! And I don't even LISTEN to the fucking radio and yet, I still hear the same songs over and over! Argh! That pisses me off!

I'm sitll in a good mood though. Yay me :) So, well....

Later days!

Posted by Maureen @ 02:01 PM PST [Link][2 boogers picked]

Saturday, March 6, 2004

Ah, The Righteous Brothers-Unchained Melody. Nice Song. At this second, I'm listening to The Shoop Shoop Song - Cher. It's so happy. When I hear this song, I think of Mermaids and little Christina Ricci. Aw. :)

Wow, so far this weekend has been lazy. Very Lazy. I didn't really do anything, and I don't plan on doing anything either. I did though, post in my livejournal and make a site. Yep! It's gonna be a layout archive.. but this IE4.0 isn't much help. I can't view anything...like that nice DNAngel layout I did over summer so i'll screencap it at school or something. I also went to Borders again and read some Astrology stuff. Anyway, tomorrow I might go to the mall and then to Sasi's house to help her in her campaign. :) yay. I need new sandals. I got these nice Doc Martens last summer. And one of the straps broke! So much for that damn lifetime warrentee. I don't save the receipt either. This is the second pair of doc martens that broke on me...and they're expensive! *irritated* (The anime angry icon would be useful now =P)

Anyway, I was reading my old entries today... since of course I was bored and wow, I can get really ranty sometimes. It's funny kind of because I still think it's true especially when I wrote about how superficial and materialistic teenagers can be since I had religion class with people who go to cimarron, palo, and centennial and how their appearance and possesions are more important than being themselves (damn conformist fucktards!). Awful, I tell ya! Thank goodness I don't have religion class anymore! Yay.

So, moving on. Why do people say 'brb' when they haven't even said anything in the past 5 minutes? I mean...whats the point? Also, i don't like it when people feel bad for me and say.."awww". I don't know. It's a pet peeve of mine (but then, I have alot of pet peeves =X). I can deal with whatever it was on my own, it's not like saying "Aww, poor you" is going to make me feel better. It just makes it more worse than it really is. And it bothers me. I really cant stand it. I know it's them just trying to "help".. but it honestly doesn't. Actually, it sort of does, because I defend myself then I realize the postive side. Wow! hahaha. Okay so I take that back. But still, while that happens, the other person is taking it one way, while you take it another way and I'm still misunderstood (did that make sense?). Did I ever mention that my biggest pet peeve is being misunderstood? Yep. It's not those stereotypical teenagers..nor a consistant repetative sound nor people chewing with thier mouth open.. it's being misunderstood. Yes. VERY! I can get really pissed off.

God! What the hell am I talking about!?. This is a sign that i'm so friggin' bored. I'm talking about my pet peeves! o_0. How retarded. ANYWAY! So! Damn, I'm putting myself to sleep as I'm writing this. Not to mention, I'm writing this very slowly. *yawn* I need to do my english thing. Ugh, I hate writing essays. I'm better at doing critiques. I wish we had assignments where we critique something, that would be so easy!

Oh brother. This post really sucks. Why am I even posting anyway? Oh yes, it's because i'm bored. I'm so bored that I don't even know what to freakin talk about in here! I've been writing in this thing... trying to figure out what to write about... now look...it's a post of me ranting that I don't have anything to write about and how I'm so bored that I don't know what to say! Oh god. Someone save me from this misery.

0_o?

Later Days...=P
(oh I took a few quizzes.. another sign of boredem (sp?))- just click on the comment link.
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Posted by Maureen @ 09:44 PM PST [Link][1 Booger picked]

Thursday, March 4, 2004

Well, I'm in tech right now. If I came to school for the full day.. man.. I would've been in front of a computer the WHOLE friggin day. I hate school and I hate Thursdays. I decided I don't want to be secretary anymore =P. And I just realized that coming to school was a big mistake! YES! I came for the elections and that was a big disappointment. BIG Disappointment!! GAR! AND! to make things WORSE.. it's fucking cold in this damn room. All we did in tech was watch this dumbass video, but I just wrote in my other journal..I wanted to listen to music too, but that cheap cd player ran out of batteries (and they're NEW!)

Anyway, on to more lighter things...well.. i can't think of more lighter things. Today sucked. It did, and even if I just stayed home.. i doubt it would be any different. I might go to the mall after school.. or somewhere after school.. for my sister.

I hope tomorrow will be better for me. I really hope so because I need to "stufy" (hehhh) for that big history test! Yes! and do my precalc homework and do Literature Vocab. Ugh. The history test....=/

This sucks. homework and everything else. damn!

Okay i'm gone. Later Days.

Posted by Maureen @ 01:23 PM PST [Link][2 boogers picked]

Ok, In physics right now.. totally regretting coming. I skipped first and second period and missed most of lunch. Now that I'm here, I thinking.. I should'nt have came in the place!! UGH. I'm thinking about running for class secretary.... maybe. MAYBE! So I came today for that. I'm still not sure though. =/ I think it will look good especially on the application to the Air Force Academy. I really want to go there... away from this shit hole. :mad:

Anyway...I don't know what else to say..........=/ except i TOTALLY regret coming.. dammit >_<*

later days

Posted by Maureen @ 10:43 AM PST [Link][No Boogers picked]

Wednesday, March 3, 2004

Bryan Adams is SUCH a good singer. I love listening to him. I love his voice. His songs are so great. If he sang to me.. I'd fall in love. And his songs are just so.... *melt*. If you want to hear him, download these songs: (hehehe)

(Everything I Do) I Do It For You
Please Forgive Me
Summer Of '69
Have You Ever Really Loved A Woman
Straight From The Heart
Heaven
Do I Have To Say The Words

Anyway, I don't feel like going to school tomorrow at ALL. I know I won't enjoy it and I know I'll just complain to whoever it happens to be... so If I'm gonna act like that.. why fucking come right? I need my precalc book though. I should've just brought it home today that way, I can work on it tonight and "study" for history tomorrow. Actually maybe i'll go during the day, so I don't have to so stressed out tomorrow night. Yes, that's what i'll probably do. I want to see the speeches, though, for Student Body, I want to see Chris in his Kilt. Yes. But It's not enough of a reason for me to go to school.

I feel really upset right now. I might know why... actually, I do know why. I knew I shouldn't have said anything if I knew I would be hurt.. even if it was the tiniest thing. I never actually admited it because of that reason, but what happened? Well, I take that back, I'm not hurt, I'm just a tab bit sad. I won't ever EVER let something like that hurt me... never ever! *pounds fist on desk* I'm very independent and I'm not needy. fuckin shit!

Anyway, I will earn 10 bucks today hopefully... I need to work on this physics project... that, of course, be put off till like the day before its due. Honestly, it will. =/ But I do my best when that kind of pressure is put upon me (even though, I bitch and complain..but i sitll get it done with great satisfaction). I did my last two project in physics the day before its due and what happened? I got an A with extra credit!! yes! I'm good. hah. okay.

I feel better, I made myself feel better when I mentioned that :) but I still don't feel like going to school! So I won't! =P Actually, maybe I'll just go home early. AH! so indecisive! No forget it, I hate school, thursdays suck AND I have no fucking reason anymore! I kind of used to (not really, but KINDA)..but that just sort of stopped just NOW. It's strange how one thing SOMEONE says changes everything. yeah. hah. well too bad. :-D

Anyway.. okay.. enough with that INDIRECT stuff. haha I will write in my other journal.

Well, i'm off to make some money. whoo $10 bucks. yes. hah. alright

LATER DAYS

Posted by Maureen @ 06:29 PM PST [Link][3 boogers picked]

Monday, March 1, 2004

I'm in tech right now. Listening to Weezer. Finished my Lab. YAY! Today is a good day I think. Kinda a slow though. Lunch was =/. I was kinda irritated, but kept it in though because I didn't feel like causing an arguement on anything...I was really nice about it though, but oh well, I don't really care. Anyway, I'm so happy I got all my work done this weekend! Go me! Except didn't get the precalc stuff. I get how to put it in a calculator but not how to do it algebraically. =( But I'll go ask the teacher or someone in class.

Pinkerton is such a good CD. I had it for a long time, but I never really listened to it. I was more in the the Green Album, but now I really like this CD. It's really good. Yes. VERY!

Ms Taggart today in first period was all critiquing or apology for slavery essays. I really don't like HER style of how essays should be. She wants it blunlt and very.. i mean VERY basic.. she doesn't wan an introduction to what your talking about. She wants JUST a thesis and three things your going to be talking about. I mean I understand what she's saying, but you can't just leave it so basic! Ugh! and she got all defensive today. God. All because we argue to her how her grading essay technique SUCKS! She has to understand that everyone writes differently and no everyone writes like her. Ms. Roberts understood that.. she was a cool teacher. Okay Gotta go.. Bells gonna ring

Later Days

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