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09/20/2003 Archived Entry: "Daydreaming are for silly hearts"

I spent half of my afternoon asleep so that's why I'm still up at this hour and I've been out doing various things. Maybe when I finally get some sleep again I'll go swimming at the YMCA or something. I wished my aunt decided to build a pool again just like her old house so I can swim over there instead. I need to seriously get myself in shape. I'm really not that happy with myself at all. I guess I'm just lazy. Is 120 pounds on a 5'4" frame fat? Well, if it's not, I still feel fat and that's not a good thing.

I realized also that whenever I write in here, I always mention that I'm sleepy, well starting now, I'm not going to mention it anymore. So what else am I supposed to say? #1 Superstar is getting there. We just did our Top 20 Bishounen. It took quite awhile to come up with 20 since I don't really watch anime anymore so I'm forgetting characters but I think what we have is just fine. So now, I'm working on wallpapers and we're going to do a massive image gallery... I can't wait to scan all those artbooks (oh yay... happy, happy joy joy). Dumb and dumber was on again today, damn it. We should have used that as a Yume layout when we had the chance. That movie is so funny. We wanted to do Winnie the Pooh, Curious George, and The Gummy Bears. Curious George would have been so funny because everytime we would end a review, we would write, "Said the Man with the yellow hat..." It would be annoying as hell. Damn. I loved those shows. Pera, you wouldn't mind us giving you our weirdo ideas for layouts? hehe... but you always need to make it have a black background right? That's going to be hard. Hmm...

So I wrote this original story about four years ago titled "27" about 4 guys in a band and how they were named after their music heros that died at age of 27. If any of you are music geeks like I am, you would notice that 27 is some kind of a magic number for muscians to die. It's true. Kurt Cobain, Jim Morrison, Jimi Hendrix, and Janis Joplin all died at the age of 27. And so my concept was, that these four guys in honor of their idols, will also end their careers at the age of 27. It is posted in Fictionpress and I put it up in FF.NET about 2 years ago I think and it's kinda cool that people are still making comments about it and still reading it for some odd reason. I didn't like the way I wrote that story. I had waaay too much dialog and not really much of anything else. I wish I can re-write it again but I am completely clueless about how to continue it and yet I'm not at the same time. Does that make sense? And I am writing another story that is an off shoot of 27 which will be another off shoot of another story but it will all be related to 27 somehow. I want to write this long ass story with a whole bunch of people all related to each other in some way or another. But still, I NEED motivation. I have the beginning and the ending but the middle is so damn hard. Errr. Anyway, I don't even know why I rambled on about that. I just need to get it out. Maybe I'll write bits and pieces here so I know where I'm going with it. I wished I can talk to my old creative writing proffesor about it. I need some advice. Eck. Why can't I write anymore????