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12/02/2003 Archived Entry: "I don't know why I love you but I do..."

It was a very nice day today... or rather it was a very nice day yesterday considering I am now writing this at 2 in the morning. The breeze was just right, the air so sweet, it was like that perfect day you only observe in the movies or feel in your dreams. It was quite nice and it made me happy. And that's saying a lot these days because I'm hardly happy. I think no one is really all happy all the time right? But anyway, though those previous sentences sounded corny, I don't know how else to describe it. What a pretty pretty day. Too bad it was ruined by me going to work and not only that I was late. I hope I won't get written up for it. Still why do I care now? I won't be working there long, I hope.

So our design page is done! Yes! Gosh, I can't believe I have the nerve enough to show my picture in that site. I hate pictures of myself. I even posted a pic of myself here during my high school graduation in this blog somewhere in the past. That was so long ago although I still look the same... well somewhat anyway. Shorter hair, a little fatter. Blah.. fat is the devil isn't it? So many imperfections... to only have a perfect something, that would be nice. Not that I wish for that or anything. I just want to be happy with myself.

Has anyone ever read Jane Eyre? I love the book. She's so stubborn, so spunky, so funny. I love her attitude. A lot of people are put off by it because it's one of those "English books you only read in English class" but Alas, it isn't so. It's different. It's easy to understand and it's funny. Actually it has the drama, it has the romance, it has the stuff that makes you smile and it makes you laugh, it's perfect. Damn. She should be a hero to all the strong, stubborn, headstrong, spunky girls out there. Jane Eyre totally radiates girl power. It's cool. I'm sadded that I just discovered it. I wonder why I had to suffer reading "Pride and Prejudice" in English Lit. Honors when I we should have read this one. And "Return of the Native"? What the hell was that book about? Ok, well I know what that book was about but Thomas Hardy is hard to digest. Him and Moby Dick. I read the first page of that book and I was like.. "what the hell?"

Anyways, I'm going to sleep. I'm already rambling nonsense.